Maeve Wiley (
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School is wrapping up for everyone but Maeve.
She watches as people in the care home talk about their exams, compare notes, cram the night before. The only person she really talks to at the home is Rue and she gets the feeling Rue isn't as worried about exams as most of the other kids are, so Maeve isn't even really able to get a sense of what she has to look forward to next year. It's just life going on around her and she's sitting there watching it.
Eventually, she just has to bail. With her phone in the back pocket of her jean shorts, a bit of cash in her pocket, Maeve heads for the record store. She doesn't have anything to play records on, all her music is on her phone now, but soon she'll be out of the home and soon she can get herself a proper turntable and listen to whatever the hell she wants, so she might as well pick up some music now.
It isn't even until she's through the door that she remembers this is where Steve works. She stops short, catching sight of him as he waves at a coworker, and she realizes he's wrapping up a shift. On his way out. Maybe the perfect opportunity for her to hang out with someone who won't be talking constantly about the exams she's not taking.
"Hi," she says when he's near enough. "Just finishing?"
She watches as people in the care home talk about their exams, compare notes, cram the night before. The only person she really talks to at the home is Rue and she gets the feeling Rue isn't as worried about exams as most of the other kids are, so Maeve isn't even really able to get a sense of what she has to look forward to next year. It's just life going on around her and she's sitting there watching it.
Eventually, she just has to bail. With her phone in the back pocket of her jean shorts, a bit of cash in her pocket, Maeve heads for the record store. She doesn't have anything to play records on, all her music is on her phone now, but soon she'll be out of the home and soon she can get herself a proper turntable and listen to whatever the hell she wants, so she might as well pick up some music now.
It isn't even until she's through the door that she remembers this is where Steve works. She stops short, catching sight of him as he waves at a coworker, and she realizes he's wrapping up a shift. On his way out. Maybe the perfect opportunity for her to hang out with someone who won't be talking constantly about the exams she's not taking.
"Hi," she says when he's near enough. "Just finishing?"
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He's clocking out of his shift and throwing a peace sign up over his head when he sees Maeve come through the door, and he wonders why she couldn't have stopped by just a little bit earlier.
"Yep, I'm free. Are you shopping for something?" Steve hooks his thumb over his shoulder. "I can tell them to give you my discount."
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Which is fine. Steve doesn't owe her anything, not even his company. Not even his discount. She might have admitted to Aimee that it stings a little, but Aimee isn't here and Maeve doesn't really know anyone else all that well anyway, so she just forces a smile and shakes her head.
"Mostly just looking to kill time," she admits. "Everyone back at the home is cramming for exams and I'm bored as hell watching them." Especially when so many of them study so poorly.
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Once they're outside, he lets go of her and removes his name tag so he can slip it into his pocket. Her comment makes him huff out a laugh, and he smiles slyly over at her. "I am also excellent at not cramming for exams, and I won't even feel bad about keeping you from doing it, because you're a genius."
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She's trying not to seem pleased that he's willing to spend time with her, especially after thinking he didn't want to and she looks over at him, then gives him a bump with her elbow.
"So how do you kill time here?" she asks.
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She nudges him and he elbows her back, light and teasing, before letting out a thoughtful hum. "I'm at the batting cages a lot. I was on the baseball team back home but that isn't even it. It's like-- therapeutic, almost?"
Whacking balls with sticks is a good way for him to get out of his own head when he starts thinking too much about monsters or Nancy or being stuck here in Darrow. It's that or pot, and at least hitting balls won't give him the munchies.
"I'm also rediscovering my love of the arcade," he tells her, "after years of thinking that I was above it all. But fuck that, Space Invaders rocks."
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"The arcade," she tells him. "It sounds a lot more interesting than smacking a ball with a stick."
She could have first said no offence, but as she grins over at him, she knows that wouldn't have even begun to sound genuine. Not with the smile she's wearing now.
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They set off in the direction of the arcade, and Steve is relieved to find that he isn’t aching for a cigarette. He really is trying to cut back, and it seems to be working. It’s kind of a relief.
“They have mini golf there,” Steve offers. “How do you feel about lightly tapping balls with sticks?”
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That night had been one of the best she's ever had. It's hard to explain it to someone else, though, why it felt so important, the six of them out there in the junk yard, helping Aimee deal with the anger she'd been holding onto over her assault. Women are never allowed to just be angry and even if she and Ola will never be the best of friends, Ola had given them all a gift that night.
"I mean, mini golf isn't quite beating the shit out of a car, but it'll do," she says, still grinning.
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“I’ll keep an eye out if you wanna take a few whacks at the clown,” he says with a laugh. Soon enough they’re close enough for him to smell the gas from the go-karts, and he looks over at her excitedly. “I’ll have to get you something with my tickets. How do you feel about disappearing ink? Or one tiny plastic soldier?”
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She hasn't been in a proper arcade maybe ever. It's not the sort of place her mother would have ever taken her, not when the money could have been better spent on drugs or alcohol. And Sean wouldn't have taken her either. At least he would have spent the money on food and rent most of the time, but they hadn't really done anything fun when it was just the two of them.
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He opens the door for her and then follows her inside, taking a moment to acclimate to the sudden burst of noise that assaults him. The whole place smells a little like pizza, and it’s overrun with kids, but he still gets a kick out of it.
“Which first? Games or golf?” He walks up to one of the payment kiosks and pulls out his wallet. “Back home we had to deal with tokens. The cards they give you here are so much better.”
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"Golf," she says. "That way I might have a chance at actually winning."
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They weave through the arcade, between rows of brightly colored machines with people crowded around them, and Steve steps up to the golf counter to get them tickets. After grabbing a scorecard and one of those little pencils, he’s handed two clubs and two balls, one orange and one blue, and turns around to hold them both in his palm.
“Ladies choice,” he says with a smirk. “Pick your color.”
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After everything with Jackson and then Otis, it's just all been too much.
"Blue, of course," she answers with a grin, plucking the ball from his hand and taking her club as well. "I think you'd look good in orange."
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"We've got two options," he says, pointing his putter at the signs for the courses. "Old timey western town theme, or jungle theme that gives up about halfway through and turns into sort of a mash up of random shit. Your choice."
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The jungle turning into random mishmash of things sounds fun in its own way and Maeve glances in that direction before she says, "Not that we have a lot of jungles in England either. We'll just have to do the other one next time."
This is assuming there will be a next time, which she realizes a little too late she's said.
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"Ladies first," he tells her, gesturing for her to go ahead. "I need to see what I'm up against here." A thought occurs to him and he lifts his putter to lightly poke at the back of her knee. "Should we make this interesting?"
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"Interesting how?" she asks, looking at him down the length of the putter she has pointed at him. A bet would be fun, but only if she can get something she wants out of the whole deal.
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"Why?" He asks, biting briefly at his bottom lip. "Did you have something else in mind?"
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"Nope," she says, whirling around again to line up her shot. She's sure that single word sounded like the complete and utter bullshit it was, but she's trying really hard not to get herself into something here that just ends up screwing her over again. Steve is fun and he's cute, but she knows fun and cute. That's the sort of thing she's been trying to avoid.
But then why did she go looking for him? It's not a question she's going to let herself think on too hard right now.
Carefully, she hits the little ball, then watches as it bounces off one of the wall and ends up a lot closer to the first hole than she expected. She turns back with another grin and says, "Hmm, looks like you might be buying the shitty pizza."
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And he can't think of any non-creepy way to ask when she turns eighteen, because the question itself is creepy. He really doesn't want to be creepy, so he just does his best to push it all aside because he's happy to have Maeve as his friend.
"Getting cocky a little early, aren't we?" Steve laughs and nudges her out of the way with his hip so he can lean down and set up his own ball. He feels the urge to impress her, but he doubts Maeve is the kind of girl who would be impressed by a hole-in-one on a put-put course.
If he wanted to impress her, he would probably have to, like, read a book.
He lines up his shot and waits for the saloon doors to open, tapping the ball with his putter and watching as it sails right for the hole. His brows raise and then drop again as the ball skirts around the rim of the hole and then shoots off towards the edge. "Of course."
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She's done a lot of watching from the sidelines all her life.
Her next shot is an easy one and she plucks her ball from the hole after she sinks it, then steps back and gestures for Steve to go.
"So if you don't make this next shot, I believe I'm already winning."
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Once they're in her hand, he lines up his shot and knocks the ball into the hole. After scooping it out, he turns to her and lifts a brow. "What do we get if we tie? As long as we're negotiating terms."
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"If we tie," she starts, her tone thoughtful as they move along to the next hole. "Someone pays tonight and the other person pays for it next time? It's not very creative, but given how little I know about this place so far, it's the best I've got. Unless you've got another idea."
She sets her little ball down and considers the next hole while she waits, trying to figure out her plan of attack. For a bloody mini-golf course. She just really wants to win.
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She eyes up the shot like they’re on a PGA Tour, and Steve rolls his eyes in fond exasperation.
“Sounds like a plan to me,” he tells her, smirking as he nudges her calf with the end of his putter. “This place closes at midnight, you know.”
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"I planned it that way," she announces as she steps out of the way for Steve's turn.
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He gives her a dry look and bumps her further out of the way with his hip before leaning over to place his ball. This hole has a weird little hump at the end, with the hole resting on top of it, and Steve narrows his eyes a bit as he calculates his swing. The ball goes sailing right over the hump and past the hole, bouncing around a few times before coming to a stop in the corner.
"Okay," Steve concedes. "We may have to kiss that pizza goodbye."
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Maeve steps up to Steve and bumps him back. Just because she can.
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After the ninth hole, Steve steps up and snatches the score card out of her back pocket, wincing as he totals up the scores. A lot of guys he knew back home would absolutely lose their shit at losing to a girl, and he probably would have been annoyed at some point, but now he can't really bring himself to care. She's better than him, and that's fine.
"I could still make a comeback," he tells her with a grin, offering the card back to her. "Unlikely, but possible."
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Not that anyone in Moordale thought that. People in Moordale were mostly afraid of her.
"How far ahead am I?" she asks, turning her back on her ball as it rolls toward the hole. She doesn't even get to see her first hole-in-one. She's too busy looking at Steve, at the crooked grin he's wearing, at the way he's holding the card toward her.
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Maeve hits her ball and turns around, leaving Steve to be the only witness to the way her ball sails to the hole and drops neatly into it.
"Holy shit, did you do that on purpose?" He asks, because turning away to not even watch it is a total power move. The quizzical expression on her face tells him otherwise, and he lets out a woop as he goes over to give her a hug. "You got a hole in one!"
He lifts her off of her feet and turns her around so she can see the empty green, and then holds her up with one arm snug under her ass so he can throw his other arm in the air with a loud, embarrassing whoop of celebration.
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Or maybe it is her. She'd felt it with Jackson, at least at first, and she'd felt it with Otis. It's just that people always disappoint her. They always let her down. She's so tired of it.
But she's tired of pretending she doesn't have feelings, too. On impulse, Maeve lifts both her hands to Steve's face so she can turn him toward her and press a kiss against his mouth.
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It’s a good kiss, her lips soft against his as she cradles his face in her warm hands. Steve has almost forgotten what it felt like to be kissed like this, with feeling behind it.
He likes Maeve, he really does, even if she’s only seventeen—
And there it is, his brain rebooting. God, he hates his brain.
He pulls back from the kiss as gently as he can manage, and carefully sets her back on the ground. Her mouth looks a little bruised and Steve stares at it for a moment before shaking himself and meeting her eyes instead.
“I— uh.” He swallows hard and realizes he’s still gripping her hip, so he lets go of her. “You’re seventeen.”
He wants to kiss her again. He wishes it didn’t make him feel like such a creep.
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It's about her age, she realizes, and she laughs, a dry sound, then shakes her head.
"I'm seventeen, so we can't kiss," she says, looking faintly amused. Her feelings are hurt a little, a rejection still stings, even when she knows the reason has nothing to do with whether or not he wants to. Mostly, though, she's mentally calculating the days until she turns eighteen. Maeve usually hates her birthday, but maybe this year it won't be so bad.
"So what, I turn eighteen and I'm fuckable?" she asks.
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“I—“
“Hey, are you guys gonna play the damn hole, or what?”
Steve looks over at a group of kids waiting to play through, and he laughs as he gathers up their putters and scorecard and takes Maeve’s hand to lead her towards a small grouping of picnic tables so they can have this horribly awkward conversation.
He sits on the bench with his back to the table, and he can’t help but to remember that day in the park, when he sprawled out with his head in her lap, and how comfortable he had been.
“That’s— a very loaded question,” he finally says, huffing out a laugh as he looks over at her with pink cheeks. “Look, I like you. You know I like you.”
His gaze drops to her mouth again. “This definitely isn’t about me not wanting to kiss you.”
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It's something to do with honour, but she doesn't completely get it. She's not going to be any more grown up in three months. He's trying to be a good guy, though, she has to give him that. It's more than most guys are capable of.
"Just wait until I tell Robin I kissed you and you said I was too young," she teases. "And just wait until three months from now."
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She’s looking at him like he’s an idiot, but she doesn’t seem mad or upset. He stares back at her and feels a little winded, like the air has been knocked out of him.
“Fuck, do not tell—“ He cuts himself off and swallows hard. “Three months? That’s not so long.”
His gaze drops to her mouth again, and his fingers twitch at his sides.
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Maybe she won't tell Robin, but she feels like she needs a little leverage here. Something to give Steve a hard time about. Maybe there's nothing personal in him saying she's too young -- not even too young, just under eighteen, because she'll always be younger than him by exactly the same number of days -- but she still feels oddly vulnerable.
"I don't tell anyone about my birthday, so don't you dare do anything for it, but... yeah, September eighth," she says, then shrugs.
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He looks over at Maeve and wonders if he overreacted, or if he’s too much in his own head. Maeve is more mature than most people he meets that are around his age.
“It just seemed like an important line for me to draw,” he says, trying to explain. He spends so much time around kids, both in Hawkins and here, but Maeve isn’t a kid. She’s far from being a kid, and it isn’t fair of him to treat her like one.
He sighs and scrubs his hands over his face before looking over at her again, feeling the corner of his mouth quirk into a smile.
“Not anything?” He asks, shifting a bit closer to her. She smells so good. He wants to kiss her again, but he wonders if maybe he missed his chance. “What if I took you to dinner? Someplace casual. Paper napkins only.”
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But she's not going to make it that easy. It's a little unrelenting of her to keep giving him a hard time, especially since she's not actually angry about it at all. It makes sense and she respects it. That doesn't mean her ego isn't still a little bruised.
So she gets up from the bench, casually, as if she's not doing it just to bug him, then grabs her putter.
"Come on," she says. "I haven't won my free pizza yet."
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It's such a relief that he lets out a huffed laugh and pulls himself to his feet. He follows after her and this time when she bends over to place her ball, he really lets himself look at her. Her hips seem to sway in a way that's entirely unnecessary, and also in a way that could entirely be Steve's imagination.
"My game was shit before you distracted the hell out of me," Steve admits, finally dragging his gaze away from her ass as she takes her shot. "I'm pretty sure victory is yours."
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Jackson had been sweet and he'd been a good boyfriend, but she'd fucked that one up by just being herself. By being too much of herself when he had so much going for him. And Otis... well, she mostly tries not to think of him.
Steve isn't like either of them. She has no idea if that's a good or bad thing. She knows she wants to kiss him again. She also knows she doesn't think she can make another attempt, not if she's going to get gently turned down again.
"Victory is very close to being mine," she announces once they've reached the last hole. "So show me what you've got."
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The last hole is an easy one, just a ramp with a hole at the end that keeps the ball once it drops in. Steve lines up his shot and makes a bet with himself. If he makes it, he’ll stop thinking so damn hard.
He takes a breath and hits the ball, breath caught in his chest as he watches it roll up the ramp. It drops neatly into the cup, and Steve celebrates his first and only hole in one of the day by dropping his putter and turning around to pull Maeve into his arms and kiss her. He keeps one arm locked around her waist and cups her cheek with his other hand, holding her close and he kisses her hard enough to make up for all the stupid tension he put them through for nine long holes.
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It's a good kiss. A really good kiss and she sinks into it with a soft sound against his lips. She knows Steve isn't going to completely change his mind and take her back to his place, but the kiss still makes her ache in a deeply pleasant way.
When they part, Maeve doesn't step away, just looks up at him with a small, crooked smile. "So all I needed was to be twenty minutes older, yeah?" she asks, looking amused.
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"Are you always such a smart ass?" He asks her, knowing full well the answer. His brow furrows briefly at the mention of her age, but he pushes past it. Arbitrary rules are sure to have exceptions, after all. "Three months isn't so long."
He kisses her again, and this time it’s softer. Maybe a little sweeter, so she knows that he doesn’t plan on this being the last one. He steps away from her and licks his bottom lip before bending down to grab her putter and offer it back to her. "Last hole, and then the pizza's all yours. You won."
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She likes Steve. She doesn't want to, but she does, and that makes her nervous no matter how much she likes him or likes kissing him. No one is reliable, not really, and she has no way of knowing whether or not he'll just turn around and decide she's far too young tomorrow.
But that's a worry for tomorrow.
Instead of worrying, she takes her putter, turns and takes her shot. It doesn't go in, but he's right, she's still won even with taking two strokes on this hole and once it's complete she turns back to him with a smug grin.
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"Congratulations," he tells her, smiling at her for a lingering moment before reaching out to take her putter from her. He sets them on the specified return counter and then opens the door to follow her into the arcade.
The sudden burst of light and sound is a little disorienting after being outside, and he blinks as he adjusts to it. He looks over at Maeve and doesn't quite know what to say, or how to touch her, so he reaches out to hook his index finger in the belt loop on her hip, giving it a little tug.
"Pizza," he says, smiling as his gaze shifts past her to a bank of games along the back wall. "And then I'm going to try to redeem myself over on that basketball game."