"Yeah, okay, that was a shitty example," says Gideon. "And of course you don't need a reason. If you don't want to have kids, you shouldn't have kids." She leans her chin into her hand, thinking, for a moment, about how maybe someone should have had that conversation with Wake.

"I don't know. I spent my whole life trying to live in my own future. Maybe I'm just...I can't do that anymore."