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Maeve Wiley ([personal profile] complexfemalecharacter) wrote2021-05-22 12:54 pm
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[gideon]

Maeve has no idea what she's walking into.

She had offered, though, and Gideon is one of her closest friends, and so she has her bag slung over her shoulder, shoulders hunched against a bit of rain that pricks at her face as she walks toward Gideon's building. She'd thought her own arrival was bad, but the idea that Gideon is dead keeps rolling over in her mind and she doesn't know what to make of it, doesn't even know what to think.

But Maeve, for all her attempts to keep to herself and for every irritated word she spits out against people as a whole, she's also unwaveringly loyal to the people who earn it, to those who deserve it. And Gideon does.

So freaked out or not, she's headed there now, texting Steve to let him know she'll be out for the evening, she'll talk to him when she gets home again. She keeps up texting with him for awhile, passing the walk, letting him ease her anxiety a bit when he sends her a picture of a cute dog he'd seen at work.

She's pretty lucky with Steve and by the time she reaches Gideon's building, she's a little more relaxed. She doesn't know how long it'll last, though, and as she buzzes Gideon's flat, she brings her hand to her mouth, chewing on her ragged thumbnail.
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[personal profile] wedobones 2021-06-17 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)

"I figured it out," she says, turning her cup by the rim. She doesn't look at Maeve for this part. "Lyctorhood. The megatheorum. Well, not the theorem, but I knew what I had to do." She swallows, lifting one hand to ruffle her fingers through her hair. "I never sword the oath that Cavaliers swear to their necros because, you know. Not a real Cavalier. But I knew what it was by then." She raises her mug in a lazy toast, her amber eyes flicking to Maeve's face. "One flesh. One end."

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[personal profile] wedobones 2021-06-19 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Gideon nods. She still doesn't look at Maeve - looking up right then feels like it expose too much, like stripping naked in the middle of the kitchen.

"It was the easiest thing in the world in the end," she says. "All I had to do was fall, and know that I was dying before her. So I wouldn't have to watch if she did."

She didn't help but think about Pal and Cam right then.
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[personal profile] wedobones 2021-06-20 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)

"Sort of," says Gideon. "She's been angry with me about something our whole lives though.". Two hundred dead children wasn't her story to tell, so she keeps that part behind her teeth. "In this case, she sees it less as a suicide and more as a murder and she...went to some fucking extreme lengths to stop the process completing."

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[personal profile] wedobones 2021-06-23 11:25 am (UTC)(link)

"She did," says Gideon, something sullen smoldering in her golden eyes for a moment. "Rolled a stone over me. Don't know what I think about it yet. But... It was the one thing I ever really chose in my life and she couldn't even let me have that."

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[personal profile] wedobones 2021-06-26 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)

It's a question that Gideon doesn't entirely have an answer to. She'd started to realise something on the First, something that had felt formless and painful until a couple of hours ago when she'd seen Harrow for the first time in months and something coalesced. She rolls one shoulder.

"I love her." Her coppery eyebrows draw together. "I'm in love with her."

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[personal profile] wedobones 2021-06-27 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)

"Things started to change, before," says Gideon. She lowers her head to rest in her hands. "I've...got to believe they can keep changing. Maybe they can't." She looks up at her friend and rolls one shoulder in a shrug. "But I've got to try."

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[personal profile] wedobones 2021-06-30 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)

She nods and then, after a moment, she slides her hand the table, turning it palm up and wiggling her fingers at Maeve. "I promise," she says, with a lopsided smile. "Cross my heart."